Tori Spelling finds 'rainbows' amid separation from Dean McDermott

Tori Spelling and Dean McDermott announced separation after 17 years of marriage.
Spelling has been staying at a motel due to a mold problem at home.
She shared appreciation for loved ones helping her through a difficult time.
Spelling highlighted her children as a source of happiness.
The couple's split came as a surprise despite past relationship struggles.